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[28 Jul 2005|01:35pm] |
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so i have an hour to kill before class...
200. My name is: Samantha
199. I was born on: March 5 1987
198. I am a: girl
197. My hair colors are: brown, dark brown, blonde
196. My eye color is: dark brown
195. My shoe size is: 8
194. My ring size is: i have no idea
193. My pant size is: i am a fat ass
192. My height is: 5'6
191. I am allergic to: Cats,dust, smoke
190. I live in: Tallahassee Florida///new port richey
189. The last three books i read: i've been slacking on my reading up here, so just alot of cosmo!!
188. My bed is: at home a huge nice comfy wounderful queen bed. at my dorm shitty thing smaller then a twin
187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: they're big fat liars
186. I am glad I'm my sex because: I get to buy pretty clothes jewlery and make up
184. My Best friends are: brittany, taylor, amber, mike, justin
181. Three things I can never resist are: shopping for clothes, chocolate, sleeping in
179. My favorite pajamas are: old navy pj capris and a wife beater
178. A perfect kiss is: one that makes your heart skip a beat
177. The last three CDs I bought are: i dont buy i burn them:) gretchen wilson
176. Last song that made me cry was: whiskey laluby:(
173. I could not live without: my chi hair straightner
172. My most treasured possession is: my friendship braclet my 5 yr old brother made me
170. What did you do last night: stayed up tll 3 am wirting a paper for english
169. The funniest quote I know is: From Anchorman:
Ron Burgundy: It's so damn hot... milk was a bad choice
168. The quote that sums it all up for me is: shit happens, but life goes on
167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): tan and freckel
-I Do/Do Not Believe in-
142. Love at first sight? yes i do b.c its happened to me
141. Luck? yeah
140. Fate? yes!!
139. God? yes
138. Aliens? heck no
137. Heaven? yes
136. Hell? yes
135. Ghosts? yes
134. Horoscopes? no but they are fun to read
133. Soul Mates? yes!!
-Which is Better?-
129. Hugs or Kisses: kisses
128. Drunk or High: drunk
127. Phone or Online: either
126. girls with/without Hats: without
125. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes!! rock on
122. Guys with/without Facial Hair: without
120. Night or Day: night
119. Oranges or Apples: oranges
118. Curly or Straight hair: straight
-Here's What I Think About... -
116. Abortion? its fucked up
115. Back stabbers? arent worth your tears
10. School? fsu!! i frekain love it!
109. America? Its the greatest country ever and we are luckly to live here, ppl who say they hate it are
ignorant and should be shipped off to frekain afganastain or some other hell hole.
107. Love? both the greatest and most painful thing you could ever have
106. Friends before Love: if your in love they are your best friend so even
-last time i...
105. Took a Shower: last night! gotta love community bathrooms
104. Talked on the phone: my mommy i miss her
103. Kissed someone: saturday night.. haha i love drunk kising. hes hot and cool though
102. Hugged someone: saturday
101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: a lot of people when i come home in 8 days
100. Drove: awhile ago! i miss my jeep:( its back in npr
95. Grew: i havent grown in height since 8th grade
91. I always ask: what
90. The ditziest person I know: this girl in my english class oh man!
89. The one person who makes me laugh the most is: mike long
88. Which celebrity or famous person are you in love with? lindsay lohan
87. One thing I'm pissed about right now is: my grade on my history test
83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: Devils rejects. awesome
82. The thing I dont understand is: when a guy tells you he loves you and tells everyone else he hates you
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is: the danm silent treatment
79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: their ability to make me feel beautiful
78. This week I am: excited for the weekend
76. This Summer vacation I am: having an amazing time at florida state
75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: i really miss my mom and my little brother and having my own room and my own car and my m oms good food and my own shower and own big bed.
-The thing that I'm looking forward to the most about..
73. Tomorrow: Its Friday!! time to hit up parties!!
72. Today: sleeping
71. Next Summer: getting a new jeep and taking it to school
70. Next Week: im moving home thursday for three weeks till fall starts
67. People call me: Sam, Sammy, Sammers, big boobs maGee
66. The person who I talk to the most on the phone is: I have no idea. right now my mom since im up at school
65. The person I had the longest on-going relationship with was: jeremy, almost 2 years
64. The person I have been friends with the longest? justin, since 1st grade!! now hes off to harvard, its crazy
62. The person who knows the most about me is: brittany and amber
61. The person who can read me the best is: britt
60. The most difficult thing to do is? Smile when your hurt
59. I have/have not gotten a speeding ticket? Never!! im a good driver
58. I have the following siblings: courtney i cant belive shes a frekain sophmore now! karley and Jack
57. My favorite people are: britt tay amber mike mike t kyle justin augie
56. My zodiac sign is: picies
55. The first person I thought/think I was/am in love with/is: was, jeremy
53. The one person who can't hide things from me: i read ppl very well
52. The person I find myself spilling my guts to is: britt and amber
51. Right now I am talking to: i put my away messge up b.c im watching the news
48. I have a job at: the ymca
47. I have these pets: a yorkie named Jersey that we got for christmas
46. I wish I were: i like who i am, looked like lindsay lohan
45. The worst sound in the world is? My alarm clock
44. The person that makes me cry the most is: MADE me cry, jeremy
43. The best shoulder to cry on is: amber
41. I almost died when: many times driving haha and all who drove with me will agree
39: My favorite number? five
34. My favorite state? California
33. My favorite piece of clothing is: my american eagle jeans
32. My favorite sport to play is: football! im really good too
30. The last time I cried was: yesterday, matt made me mad and i was pmsing
29. What am I wearing right now is: ae jeans, a bright yellow shirt with a pirate on it that i love, cute play jewlery and my new nike shocks
27. The last person I pissed off was: i dunno
26. My worst drinking experience was: hahaha when i took 10 shots of vodka on the minute b.c i thought i could race this guy.
24. The last movie I watched was: My best friends wedding
22. The all-time best movie is: 10 Things I Hate About You
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: sleeping next to the guy you love
19. The most annoying thing ever is/are: people who are fake
17. I lose all respect for people who: lie
16. The movies I have cried at are: The Notebook
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: When some jerk broke my heart and then made up lies about me
10. My favorite phrases: "fucking A"
9. My room is full of: my dorm room, clothes everywhere from my roomate and i, garbage food, books, movies, there just
stuff EVEYWHERE
8. My favorite celebrity is: Miss Lohan
7. My favorite cliche is? Whising on everything considered lucky
6. My downfall is? insecurity
5. My weakness is? crying to much
4. What turns me on is? someone who makes me laugh so hard i want to pee my pants
3. I want this to end because? I need to go to class
2. I filled out 200 questions because? I was bored
1. Was it fun? heck yay it rocked
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[14 Jul 2005|03:29pm] |
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hmm i just finished tons of homework so i decied to update. I dont have much to say i am in tallahassee for about 4 more weeks. i went home last weekemd due to teh hurricane and brittany. It was a lot of fun. On friday night i had kyle, Mike T, Jake, Josh, and a bunch of otehr peopel over. Hanging out with Mike kyle jake and them made me think alot about old times. we talked about a bunch of shit that we did back in day like getting locked in eth park and putting out fires and stuff. It was fun. The rest of the weekend i did homework and relaxed in MY OWN bed and hung out with people. It was fun but i relaize that new port richey doenst hold much of anything now except memories. I have been having so much fun up here omg!!!! its great! I have to write a 6 page paper tonight on a single day that chnaged my life. My papaer cant exceed more tnen a 24 hour time period. So if anyone has any ideas let me know. I also may not have a dorm for fall!! my mom turned in eth papers so late that i am still 127 on tweh waiting list, so ill kwno by tomorrow if i have to go apartment shopping. I am going out tonight prolly down to the bars and stuff. It will be fun. well i guess this was pretty pointless. i should get back to thinking of what my papershould be about.
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She put him out
Like the burning end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart
He spent his whole life trying to forget
We watched him drink his pain away
A little bit at a time
But he never could get drunk enough
To get her off his mind
Until the night
He put the bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
He finally drank away her memory
Life is short
But this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that says I’ll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby
The rumors flew
But nobody knew
How much she blamed herself
For years and years
She tried to hide the whisky on her breath
She finally drank her pain away
A little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough
To get him off her mind
Until the night
She put the bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whisky lullaby
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[29 Jun 2005|12:02am] |
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so here i am. I moved to tallahasse saturday. It hasnt even been a week and iv already experienced so much! i love college. my classes rock. my english teacher is so cool. i read my free write out loud today in class and i suprised my self, as well as my hole class and teacher with how great it was. i like feeling smart. my dorm is cool my roomate is cool. i decorated all nice nice so my room looks nice. I have met a lot of really cool people. everyone is so nice and eager to meet you here. The community bathrooms suck though i do miss my shower so much these showers here are made for midgets the shower head is only about 5 feet off the ground so it sucks. But yeh this college life is going great! people are alwasy knocking on the door to go play football or ultimate frisbee or something. its so much fun, i finally got cable hooked up in my dorm, so i got to finally watch tv!! the room is freezing though!! i have to wrap myself up when i sleep and i still shake from the cold. so yeah everyone getting ready to go to college it is so awesome. i am a little homesick though. i miss my little brother and i miss my job since i had some of those kids for three years i love those kids at my work. sean called me last night and told this kid luckas tripped and went through a window in room three he had to go to the hospital and stuff i wish i had been there because luckas is one of my favorite kids. I also miss my room and having that privacy of being alone. i talked to mike long on the phone today and it made me miss home alittle but even though npr seems to corrupt everyone due to all the boredom but i still miss it.im glad mike seems to be doing well the last couple times i talked to him since iv been here i cant wait till he goes to spain which he will so i can go see him and natalie when i do study abroad. i love them both so much. we are all slowly making out of good old npr. im watching 13 going on 30 right now. i really like that movie. i wrote two essays for english a lil while ago and they were really good i think...well im going to finish my movie and get to bed becaus ei have class in the morning and i cant wait because i love school!!(never thought id say that) but its true..nighttttt
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im scared to move now. really scared.
work was crazy today!!!
We went to John Chesnut Park. We played capture the flag for like 2 hours in the woods it was so much fun and then mr. sean!!! attacked me!!!
him and a buncha of my 10 and 11 year old boys ganged up on me like alwasy do b.c they think its funny and it really is b.c i can never defend myself when its sean and all the boys vs. me!! ew they throw bugs and stuff at me and squirt me with water b.c they get a kick at of seeing me and sean alwasy trying to get back at eachother and me trying to defend myself! hah but they rolled me in the dirt and threw the water cooler at me i had like sticks in my hair and dirt all over me. i took my sneakers off and chased after sean and tried to take him down but it didnt work i just got thrown in the dirt more. It was really fun though and sean just kept laughing at me because there was soo much dirt on me.!!
But then we made a truse and stopped and so then like 10 minutes later this one boy was trying to "tame" a squirral and the squirral attacked him and lached onto his finger so
we had to call 911 and there was blood everywhere. so the ambulance came and the kid saw the ambulance and frekaed out and ran. so sean and i had to chase him down and he ran for like a mile b.c when we would get close hed start kicking and punching us and we didnt want to get blood on us, but we finally grabbed him and brought him back kicking and scremaing to the ambulence. I had to call his mom and inform her her son was attacked by a squirral!!! it was great!! but i was soaked teh rest of teh day and when we got back to the ymca i was freezing and i was so dirty they let me go home early. im going to miss my job, three more days!
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ONE week!!okay so next saturday morning i will be moving to tallahasse.
Part of me is so happy and excited and another part is sad and scared.
I have lived in new port richey since i was 8 , iv lived in this same
house since i was 8. It is going to be so weird to move four hours away
from everything i have known my hole life. Its going to be weird driving down
the road and not seeing anyone or anything i know. I will be home here and
there this summer, my moms letting me take her tahoe up for the first two
weeks(since who knws if my jeep would make it) so i will be coming home
the first two weekends. I am scared to be somewhere where i do not know
anyone! no one! i thought it was hard going to micthell my freshemn year
and not knowing anyone and there was 2,000 students fsu has 40, 000 students.
I feel kind of lonly latly, i dont kwno why, the other day i went out with britt
tay and rese and we went to like 50 different grociery stores trying to find this
one kind of ice cream that taste like birthday cake because i bet taylor 10 bucks
that they made it. I am scared iw ont maek any friends who i feel comfortable with
like that. My room looks so empty i took all my millions of pictures down off my
walls,and everything is mostly in boxes stacked up in my room. Well im going to get
back to packing since i wont have time during the week, i am working like 50 million
hours at camp.
oh yeah i just got my victoria's secret credit card!!:)yay!
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[24 May 2005|06:45pm] |
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I graduated friday. This is so freaking awesome! I can not believe high school is over.
The Friday sun bears down again
As we drive without friends
And on these longest days we spend
All the time trying to pretend
That our stories could be true
Our chance to be cool
The setting sunset says the day is through
If only we knew...
And we all sit around here in our home town
Listen to the waves as they all crash down
And watch the fire as it slowly burns away
Glowing embers fly across the sky
Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
Alive to watch it all, the view from our last summer
The view from our last summer...
We trace the sun across the sky
And we laugh till we cry
Always so hard to say goodbye (good bye)
And we all sit round here in our home town
It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss
The memories, I hope they'll never fade
Glowing embers lie across the sky
Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
Alive to watch it all, the view through our last summer
The view from our last summer...
I would stop time to stay with you
I would stop time so we don't move
I would stop time
I would stop time
I would stop time to keep you
Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
Alive to watch it all, the view from our last summer
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[19 May 2005|05:44pm] |
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we were really bored....
so we had a chocolate pudding slip and slide!!!!
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I just got home a few hours ago. I was in Tallahassee since sunday for orientation. I picked my classes, leanred all about college, got lost with this awesome girl i met from russia, stayed in a dorm for two nights, met some really cool people from all over florida, and all over the world actully and finally it set in and i relaized i am really grown up now. In 40 days i will be moving to tallahassee
I remember my first day at mitchell high school, freshmen year i did not know a single frekain person as time went on that year i met a few peoepl but i was in this akward part of my life i guess it was the repurcussions of being in catholic school for 8 years. But when sophmore year came around i seemed to find my place a little bit better. I found friends who i really cared about and who i shared the next two years with i made countless memeiories with people who i did, kind of lose touch with this lats year but the time i shared with them and the impact they each made on my life is soemthing i will hold forver. 11th grade came and went in the flash of an eye for me that year held so much hard times for me as i learned the HARD HARD HARD very hard way of.. how to find myself. The stress of college and the panic i had of not going anywhere set in. 12 grade wound up being such a great year, minus all the stress, this year taught me alot about what i can accomplish if i really set my mind to it. I managaed to get the best grades i ever had, did really well on the SATS, got a few scholarships,and most of all focused on myself and put myself first for onece in my life.. and then i got into the school i have always dremaed about going to but never thought id get in. FLorida State University:)!!!
well i guess its strange that in a few days i will be done with mitchell high forvever the majority of the people who i spent that last four years with i will never see again. Now that makes me happy for the most part but alss sad because of a few people i will really, really miss. go c/o 2005!!
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when i was in 10th grade i was absolutly obssed with this group called stero fuse and this
song called everything. I dont know why but i was and i guess i completly forgot about it and then today i was driving down the road and all of a sudden i just started thinking of it and i instantly remebered every word to it and ic ould not beleiv i completly forgot about it.
STEREO FUSE
"Everything"
I remember you do you remember me too
Born on the 14th of July the smell of roses made her cry
And though you’re going far from home rest assured you’re not alone
‘Cause I would give everything that I own
I’d give you my heart and this skin and these bones
The sun the moon the earth the sky I’d never even stopped to wonder why
I would do anything
I would give everything
to be your everything
It seems like such a long long time since your body crossed my mind
But I think that you should know
it wasn’t I who had to go
‘Cause I would give everything that I own
I’d give you my love and this heart made of stone
The sun the moon the earth the sky The motorcycle that I like to ride
I would do anything
I would give everything
To be your everything
But if ever you should stray just sing along and I will play
Look into your hands I’m slipping through them like a tiny grain of sand
I remember you do you remember me too
Seems like such a long long time since I held you near and called you mine
‘Cause I would give everything that I own
I’d give you my heart and this skin and these bones
The sun the moon the earth the sky a brand new car that you and I could drive
I would do anything
I would give everything
to be your everything
Everything
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stay strong mike. i love you so much and im here for you no matter what.
rest in peace adam, you will be greatly missed here but never forgotten.
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[24 Apr 2005|02:04pm] |
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Last night was grad bash! I had so much fun i can't even explain it! It was so awesome!!!!Rufio and Taking Back Sunday were soooo awesome too!!the bus ride home sucked though, i was soo tired and everytime i started to fall asleep someone would wake me up and it was soooo cold on the bus. but we got back at like 4:30 am and i went straight home and slept till about 1:30 today. It was so great though! i cant belive high school is about to end...
Good morning beautiful
How was your night...
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[20 Apr 2005|03:55pm] |
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i can not even believe high school is about to be over. Everything is done. I finshed senior project yesterday and today i got my grade back.. i got a 97!:) i am so happy and my judges told my friend nicole whos a junior and was timing people today that mine was one of the best projects that have seen. I am glad that it is over though. As of now i have all A's in all of my classes so hopefully i can keep that up for the next month.well its time for work...
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haha...ryan
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[27 Mar 2005|11:01pm] |
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JZ 7 STRING: i went to clearwater beach yesterday
XoSaMmy597oX: yeah
XoSaMmy597oX: i went there the other night
XoSaMmy597oX: this lady begged me to see my boobs
XoSaMmy597oX: she kept showing me hers
XoSaMmy597oX: except... she was like 40
JZ 7 STRING: hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha
rock on clearwater beach!!aw i miss you john!
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[26 Mar 2005|10:29am] |
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Noah:Well that's what we do.We fight. You tell me when I'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are being a pain in the ass. Which you
are 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a two second rebound rate and your back do doing the next pain in the ass thing.
Allie: So what Noah: So it's not going to be easy. It's going to be really hard. And we're going to have to work at this every day. But I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, every day. For some reason I woke up at 8 and could not fall back asleep, so I watched the notebook again for like the 20th time. I love that movie so much!<3
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[25 Mar 2005|09:41pm] |
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I feel like I have changed so much over the past few months, and i guess its not really a feeling it is real. I am not quite sure what struck this decorouss behavior. I suddenly look back and see everything so differently. I guess maybe i just have grown up alot in the last few months. Maybe in a sense that i started seeing myself and my life for what it is. I am in a complete different mind set. I see people i care about doing things that are so stupid. It makes me feel sad and disappointed but then at the same time happy, well happy for myself because i know that i am going where I want to go in life. I am no longer wrapped up in the things in life that once changed me into a person i look back at now in disbelief at who the hell that was. I know i cant run from the mistakes, and i know i cant ever get back the time i wasted trying to be something i never was, I guess looking back is so hard for me to have to see myself that way but it lets me see and appreciate where i am now. Sometimes i still feel really alone even when im surrounded by people however i have done all i can whatever happens next is not up to me. As for now even though i still hold self doubt and the insecurities of life i feel like im the happiest i have ever been in my life because i found happiness through myself for the first time.
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Im so sick of this Terri Schiavo thing. I dont want to offend anyone but this happend like 15 years ago, her husband has been offered millions of dollors to drop the case and he hasnt because he loves her and he knows that she would not want to live like that. She is brain dead and nothing will change that, i beleive her soul is already in heaven, let her body go to.
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